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([personal profile] hegemon Jun. 28th, 2009 02:53 am)
"Dreaming Out Loud" [ One Republic ]

Well hello sir, we look for monday,
Confident we'll get there someday,
Pushing all the papers to a wealthy man,
Might I say, a beautiful tie you wear,
And how do you find such lovely polka dots and stripes these days?

Break all my thoughts hit the floor,
Like I'm makin the score,
I'm the king of the world,
I'm a popular man
Count by zero's to ten,
If you cant, well i can,
Don't let any one wake me

I'm dreamin out loud,
Dreamin out loud,
And all at once its so familiar to see,
I'm dreamin out loud,
Dreamin out loud,
Can't find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

Curtain calls a sanctuary,
Actors in the cloth, they freak me out,
Mockin my purpose, in the magazines,
Famous how they make you feel grand,
They're always there to hold your hand,
In times of trouble, they're best of friends

Break all my thoughts hit the floor,
Like I'm makin the score,
I'm the king of the world,
I'm a popular man
Count by zero's to ten,
If you can't, well i can,
Don't let any one wake me

I'm dreamin out loud,
Dreamin out loud,
And all at once its so familiar to see,
I'm dreamin out loud,
Dreamin out loud,
Cant find a puzzle to fit into piece apart of me

They don't care what you say
They don't care what you think
All they care, what you do,
Long as your of beat,
Take a look at yourself

Storm tries to come and wreck my world,
No i won't let it
Stumble to escape, through anchored drapes, made of bedding

I'm dreamin out loud,
Dreamin out loud,
And all at once its so familiar to see,
I'm dreamin out loud,
Dreamin out loud,
Cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

Well hello sir we look for Mondays


I kind of like having the option to post what I want and say what I feel without worrying about who's reading it. Unlike my secret LJ, this one is open and anyone has the option of reading it, but they don't have to. And probably will never remember to.

That's refreshing in the sense, but maybe I'm in a strange mood.

It's strange how poetically depressing feeling empowered can be. Because while you can feel so empowered, you wonder how you'll ever get there; to grasp the world in your hands. And you realize that's because you probably never will but you want to try anyway.

But then, maybe I'm too ambitious.

I'm tired of being here. Of staying in this one place for so long. I'm itching to be out there and do things and it's almost painful how much I want to stop stagnating here. RP and the Internet only go so far before they don't matter one bit anymore.

I want to matter more than that and I'm tired of chasing that without actually doing something about it. But I don't even know where to start.

All I know is that I don't want to be here anymore. Anywhere but here. But not because it's bad to be here.

More that it could be so much better elsewhere.
bankai: (there there you.)

From: [personal profile] bankai


Daddy always remembers to read on DW. :||

One thing that solidified for me this weekend is that we know a lot more than we think. What I've noticed to be really effective is listing out what you want to accomplish, either verbally or on paper. Then looking at what needs to happen for that to happen. Sometimes it means talking to people to see what kinds of items or steps you need. Then all that's left is deciding what step one will be, and moving forward.

Indecision is, I think, the biggest killer of activity. It's courageous to dream big, but it can be tricky to follow through when you're not sure where to start. Picking a starting point is the best thing, imo, that you can do.

No idea if this helps, wanted to share anyway. And if you ever want to talk this over or whatever, you know my phone #!
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