hegemon: (Ben Barnes >> Come what may)
( Sep. 20th, 2009 01:28 am)
It never seems to go anywhere. Or end.

I'm just so tired of feeling and fighting for what never seems to be there.
hegemon: (Ben Barnes >> Come what may)
( Aug. 18th, 2009 11:00 pm)
Every time we talk, I feel another piece of my heart break.

I'm so tired of needing and falling and breaking and everything's falling apart and people are trying to glue things back together but nothing's working and I can't take much more of this.

You're the only one who can, but you're the only one who won't.

And I can't even blame you for it and all the while I'm breaking.

I feel like a drug addict and I can't break away because I'm not happy without it but I'm miserable with the little I have and I just feel like vomiting all the fucking time.
hegemon: (Ben Barnes >> Come what may)
( Aug. 13th, 2009 11:55 pm)
And sometimes there's nothing you can do as you watch the person you care about the most change into someone completely unrecognizable. And even if they insist that this is what they want and nothing will change except for the better, you can't really trust that. You can never really trust that.

So you close yourself up, little by little, and wait for it all to end.

And it's the worst feeling in the world.
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